Well.. we should be positive... It is a whole new year.. a whole new start... I've been procrastinating about writing this post.. but i guess i have to do it and put my thoughts down in words.. Year 2011 had been a year with various ups and downs.. i feel.. for the ups: 1. I managed to travel a lot.. although it felt that it was a bit too much at the end.. but i think it was good for me... went Cambodia, Batam, Bintan, Hong Kong (twice~!), Manchester, Zurich, Lucerne and the usual Malaysia... it comes as no surprise to me that im almost broke now.... 2. Work wise there is this promotion.. but in a sense it came at a time when i no longer felt much about the whole thing.. not sure if its due to working there for a couple of years and it has become a routine.. but i admit that the money that came with it has been quite a motivation, but it also led me to think about where i should go 3. Manged to clear my room of a lot of old stuff... as in really old stuff.. what's left in my room is probably the things i want to keep at current state, or things i will touch/read/use etc 4. managed to start my sporting routine.. and i think it would be good to continue 5. my 1st time as jie mei for Mic.. has been quite an interesting and happy one.. Down wise.. well... it happens that i felt that i felt the downs more acutely than the ups.. anywae..: 1. communication @ work.. i have been trying a lot of different communication modes.. and it seems like its time to settle on one... but i think last year has been quite a tedious one.. 2. when my frens are down.. usually i will be down as well.. because i want to understand and help them tide over all those negative feelings.. i know that it is difficult to verbalise those negative thoughts in words, or get over it.. but i will be there to provide any form of comfort within my means... different points of the year i found that the more i know someone the more we dont mince our words.. to a pt where we dont even know when we have hurt the other party in the process of making a frank statement/comment... 3. i admit i have thought long about relationship issues.. esp 2nd half of the year.. i admit there was a possibility.. but i dont think i should pursue it if i want to remain as friends... although i know being friends is just not enough for me.. but if im wanted, i wont be the only one making a move 4. im bummed about my hurt ankle.. limitation to my activity level has been kinda affecting me... it doesnt seem ok to me that it is still boterhing me after 2 months of that ridiculous incident.. In consideration of all of the above... Resolutions for 2012: 1. Work hard, play hard work wise.. i think i should settle on my communication mode, i think i have found one, and will stick to it for the moment. Play wise.. i found that last year's trips has been quite relaxing for me, allowing me to unwind from work or get away when i needed.. probably should plan a few short trips, apart from a long one which is usually a course overseas. In addition, i should continue with my sporting actions (esp when my ankle is much better) 2. Improve myself In terms of technical knowledge, i must go for a course this year to get myself certified, or better still, get a higher degree In terms of communication, to be as smooth as possible To be more patient with pple around me... accept pple for who they are 3. Move on....... in terms of feelings, p2p relationships and probably work... lets see how.... | 
